Fatima Capule!!!

I truelly love my friend Fatima Capule.
She's not only beautiful gorgeous and hot in outward appering but also beautiful in the inside in every single way!

I could go to her at any time and tell her something and she won't give me any bad look but tell me how she seriously thinks.
I love her honesty and truthfulness. I do cherish that a lot.

Fatima, is special in kind.
She's sooo fun to hang out with and she is soo mature.
I do love her way of handling things..she fully trusts in God and doesn't doubt it...
She has soo many good and positive credits I really am striving for.

She has also an incredible sense of style...SHE is STYLISH...She's to say in Fashion-Language: A fashion godess...

Love ya a lot Fatz <3<3

Lonely and Broken...

Haven't written a Blog in a while...now bout 3 months...wow...

Today I feel deeply broken and lonely like...everyone is against me...No one cares how I feel...

I feel soo lonely although the whole world around me...

I have this uncontrolable desire to have someone next to me that would hold me in his arms and show me the love I long for and the care I soo miss and not really uptained...

Love is precious, something not everyone is made for. I am a deep lover...if I love then deep, passionate, uncontrollably and with all of my heart....

My heart hurts, my chest hurts, everything hurts....

Lord, see my cry and come to my rescue....

Life seems to forsake me, Family seems to forsake me, EVERYone seems to forsake me...

Come to my rescue and free from this bondage...this bad emotions and feelings...this hate, this pain and hate for those that hurt me...

It all belongs to you!! It ALL belongs to YOU!!

You are my hearts desire, and the one I long for <3<3

Wrap me in yours arms, deep and tight into your arms...Let me forget Life's worries and problems...

I love YOU <3<3<3

I can DRIVE!! :D:D

I have the most amazing and lovin' Twinbrother ever: My Twinnniie Tobi!
We have been out once so he can show me his drivin' skills and let me tell you: he can DRIVE like a PRO, it's amazing!
Yesterday around 10 p.m. we went out to some lonely place (Tobi drove us both there) and he told me I should drive a lil'.
There are many points to do b4 touchin' the clutch but I'll start from there.
I had my leg on the clutch and slowly removed it and put some gas to it. I reached 20 km/h; thats bout 12,5 miles/h. That's not much but it was somethin' HUGE for me, drivin' the very first time.
I did that bout 5-6 times on a straight street and even reversed once or twice but just with clutch, bc. I was not ready to put some gas to it and also the help of tobi.
Tobi praised me for not havin' problems with switchin' from clutch to fully gas. I was sooo hyped!!! I was grinnin' the whole time and havin' fun.
Next lessons will be:
- Reverse with Gas
- Drive left and right
- Drivin' faster
- and some others important things

I am soooo excited bout doing my license this year especially doing it with my lovely Twinbrother!! :D:D:D

CRAZY Youth Group aka RM4C

If I look back from where God brought me from I can just stand amazed.
Through life's hights and depths He saw me through.
One of the things I am sooo thankful for that helped me through my life is my crazy Youth Group aka RM4C meaning "Revival Makers 4 Christ"
I just love each and everyone of them. They are all a sure blessing to me:
Me, Tobi(my Twin Bro), Savy, May, Mary, Paula, Rachel, Fatima, Steph, Aaron, Paul, Nigel, Nathaniel, Norbert, Josh & Efraim.
My dear Aunt & Uncle being the Youth-Pastor: Obuh family.

We have had sooo many fun times together. I still remember all the fun times we had and are having at our regular Mc Donalds at Stephansplatz, the 50 pieces of apple danish, the fun times at the instruments, jammin' around in the GREAT FAB COA, and many other exciting events.
My Youth Group's the best and I love it.

Though now we are all growin' up and startin' to mature more and more we still have sooo much fun and that'S one of the things I love with my group. The never forget to have fun. We totally forget life and it'S troubles, family and their trouble and just loose ourselves.
We are there for each other, help each other hug and kiss to comfort, roll on the floor really hard while rememberin' past funny things, have now and then a dress-code, are one minded.
How I love the RM4Cs.

ALEX DENK

ALEX DENK

A beloved friend
A great example of Christ
Passionate
Friendly
Cool
God-fearing
Mission-minded not world-minded

Today some years ago my dear Friend Alex Denk died in a tragic car accident.
He drove with his uncle and they hit a tree right at the passenger seat where Alex was sitting. He was immediality dead. His uncle survived but how tragic and painful it must be to live with the fact your nephed died next to you.

I really miss you Alex but I know God had a very good reason to take you home so soon.
All my love and prayer to your family who are facing your death again more heavily today on your date of death.

I LOVE KIDS!!

I love Kids!
Kids are a blessing for God. Only seein' how Kids act in certain things, how they move, how they cry, laugh or are shy, my heart just leaps and is overwhelmed.
How so simple beings are. Kids, if you correct them, won't keep grudges, maybe but only for bout 1 minute and they totally forget what you've done and love you unconditionally.
I can't imagine how strong this bond between a mother and her child is. It is no diffrent with our heavenly father who loves us so unconditionally, like a mother her child, like a child others.
John 3:16 is Love at it's uttermost:
For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

MUSIC

I love Music! Music makes me. Really, without Music, I think I would crank. I go to bed with my Ipod turned on with Music, I wake up with my Music...My day is filled with Music may it be singin', playin' the Piano or just jammin' or listenin' to my Ipod.
God gave me this incredible talent to sing, play the Piano and to lead the GREAT Worship Team of the COA, church of Vienna.
I update them weekly about things and really there is no week that goes by where I don't tell our Worship Team how great they are because they are!!
Back to Music...I love music...some might now think by readin' this: Whyt style? I love RnB like Mary Mary, Deitrick Haddon, Kirk Franklin; Mix like Israel New Breed or Cortt Chavis and many more.
God is the Music in me and He should it be in you too!! <3<3> ¹Praise ye the LORD. Praise God in his sanctuary: praise him in the firmament of his power.

²Praise him for his mighty acts: praise him according to his excellent greatness.

³Praise him with the sound of the trumpet: praise him with the psaltery and harp.

⁴Praise him with the timbrel and dance: praise him with stringed instruments and organs.

⁵Praise him upon the loud cymbals: praise him upon the high sounding cymbals.

⁶Let every thing that hath breath praise the LORD. Praise ye the LORD.

WE have the mandatory to PRAISE the LORD!!!

It did not say in Psalm 150:6: Praise ye the Lord if you feel like it, or only for 5 minutes...NO!!!..

It says PRAISE ye the LORD!!! Meaning it is a mandatory to do so without a limit!!!

Just feel like Praisin', Dancin', shoutin', leapin'...Can't do so cause it 1:30 a.m. in the morning...

Even if you dont feel like praisin' PRAISE!!!!

Even if you can't praise Him bc. of some reasons PRAISE HIM in your heart!!!

GRADUATION from AMTC; Austria Ministry Training Center

Sunday, the 14th of March 2010 was the AMTC Graduation of the 1st year students from Vienna.
We had 8 people to graduate from the AMTC.
We all came in pretty outfits as you can see at the picture uploaded. ;)
We got our Graduation Certificates and they were so honorable. They had a gold plate on top of wood and it all looked so professional and so dignified. I love it!! :D
Pastor Robinette preached that Sunday and had all the Elders and Br. Obuh(my dear Uncle) & Pastor Suppan(Assistent Pastor) up to congratulate us. It was soo amazing. When I saw what was going on I realized how special everything was and there my feet began to tremble, my heart was about to jump out...hahaha... xD
We had to shake hands with every elder, Pastor Suppan, Br. Obuh and Pastor Robinette.
It was such a great thing to expirience.
I really thing that the new students of the AMTC of Austria, Germany, Liechtenstein and Switzerland from the Vienna church are more motivated to not only participate but give their best.
All the Glory and honor be unto our God and savior who gave me every Saturday strength to go to church and study His word.
Hallelujah!!

My 19th Birthday

I celebrated my 19th Birthday 4 days ago --> 1st of April 2010 with my Twin Brother Tobi!
I made up my mind to make this day remarkable so the night before I vacuumed again my room and put up some nice satin bed-linen. I made sure all was in order.
The next day (while going to bed at around 3 a.m.) at around 7 a.m. I was woken up by my parents who love to wake up super early. They sang Happy Birthday but really I did not care. The only thing I wanted was to really sleep in (Forgive me Mum/Dad, but you know me if I sleep I wanna sleep to the end ^^)
Anyways after wakin' up around 9 a.m. I stayed in bed till lunch with my laptop doing some stuff and then we had a great Bday Lunch with chicken cordon bleu, rice and salad. Dessert we had great cherry something cake.
After couple of hours my mum sent me and Tobi to get somethin' somewhere at the other end of Vienna. We totally lost ourselves at Mariahilfer Steet, THE shoppin' street of Vienna. Bought some cute stuff. After that we got lost gettin' the thing my mum sent u to do but came home around 10 p.m. after leaving' the house like 5 p.m.
All in all it was a normal day and was hyped by all the Birthday Congrats over FB, SMS, calls, etc.
Was soo unbelievable how many congrated me...only FB at least 500 or so...AMAZING!!!
To be honest I really didn't have such a hype feeling of Birthday, like you had when you turned 12 or so...Guess that's age that takes over.
All in all I thank my God for bringin' me this far...without Him I promise I wouldn't make it till 19. It is only by His unfailing love and grace for me I am where, who and what I am today!!!

This is my very first time to blog.
I decided I need a place where I can share things with everyone may it be thoughts, experiences or simply life changing events or historical moments!!
Lots of pictures, thoughts, etc. are soon to come up!!
I still need to figure out how everything works.
Stay blessed everyone!!