H&M Order

Well, finally got my H&M Order...at least the 1st part...
Got the blazer, cardigan and tights but funny...they sent me the tights with a huge hole in it and the best part...even the packet it came in says it's torn....so not my fault XD

blazer and cardigan are H-bomb :D Love them...can't wait for my red cardigan and black dress to arrive...YEAH!!!!! :D <3<3<3

Strength...

I still love you...

I have seen your tears and I know your fears but I love you.
So in this quiet time once again I'll remind you I love you.
Doesn't matter what you've done or if your hiding. Doesn't matter if you run my light's still shining and I've caught you in my hands. I understand why you would question me the uncertainty but I LOVE YOU ♥♥♥
~ God

P.S.: I still love you...

H&M Order 2

Well, had the luck to find this awesome items I longed for sooo long :D

1. red long cardigan...I always wanted that one and now I found it...YIPPPIIE :D


2. black long dress....yeah <3<3<3

1+1=more than just 1

Whatever you give a woman, she will make it greater...She multiplies and enlarges what she is giving:

-Give her a house, she will give you a home.

-Give her your DNA, she will give you a baby.

- Give her kids, she will give you future successful adults.

- Give her groceries, she will give you a meal.

- Give her a smile, she will give you her heart.

- Give her your heart, she will give you love.

- Give her you and she will will give herself.

Enjoy Singleness

In life there will come a phase where we feel like we haven’t accomlished what we want...I mean being together with someone...
We see dating as a job...We must get it by all means and if possible to the time where everyone has it too....to make sure to show off and be in the „IN“-crowd...
What we often forget is that being together with someone can be of a more heavy burden we might not be ready at all...

We just want to be together with someone, to feel loved and appreciated, respected and also – even if we don’t admit – belong to the insiders that are being loved...being part of the crowd that has someone at their side....making sure people don’t get the feeling you are ending up as a spinster....

We wrongfully see dating or being together with someone as a task rather than a blessing from God...and so we rush into the thing called „dating“ only to find ourselves not ready and often also suffering and wishing we would have waited a little longer or even much longer...

Don’t get me wrong I am not saying dating is wrong...NOT AT ALL...but I feel though there is a time and season to everything...even to dating and being together with someone....

You might think: „Ok, well she has never dated and she hasn’t been together with someone...how could she possibly know?!!“
I am sure you might be thinking that and not taking my words so serious but common....you don’t have to be in the tank to know what is going in there...good but mostly bad...

Just take a look at our generation...it’s all about having someone...ready or not...here I come with my BF/GF...
teenagers, mostly not ready, go into the tank of „dating“ and very often come out disappointed and broken-hearted...

ALL THAT COULD HAVE BEEN PREVENTED...if they would have trusted in the Lord, on first instance...


See dating is a big deal...at least it is for me....I don’t just date anyone...I take my time and examine my potential dating partner...
I believe it’s better to wait some years longer than date anyone that comes your way...cause you never know if you are being ready for that at all...
Sure with dating you can never be ready enough...you can’t be practiced enough or have enough expirience...
But I do believe with dating the best thing is to WAIT UPON THE LORD!!!
We can’t rush into such vital thing only because we want it...We must first of all enjoy or dating time with Christ Jesus!!!

It’s far important to have a good and solid relatinship with Jesus Christ than with any guy on earth...

Only God can give us the sense of complition...NOT a guy!!!
We tend to see to have a guy is the highest goal that we could reach....most won’t admit it but most see marriage as the highest goal the could reach...but there is sooo much more than that...

Sure God wants us to be united with a man...but that is NOT THE HIGHEST GOAL TO REACH....
Our highest goal should be...let me rephrase that...MUST BE GOD!!!

God must come over everything...over guys, money, anything....
GOD MUST BE OUR #1!!!

Sure it’s easy to say: „I love God and He is my #1“...but it’s sure another deal to really live by it and let the world see it...

We must firstly seek after God’s things and then everything else will fall into place – (Matthew 6:33)
If we seek after God first, and not only by words but by actions and deeds and heart, might and strength...then only then He will supply all other needs...there is no need to rush God...

Often if we neglect God in our pursuit in something it literally says: „God, you are doing a poor job on helping me...so I need to help myself...“ Thought about that one?! You literally are telling God He is doing a horrible job...and that is unfair against the ONLY TRUE GOD!!!

We need to rely on Him even when it seems like it’s not working, to our opinipon.
In everything we need to exercise faith and trust the Almighty God to know our needs, wants and desires and to meet them in due time....

I have come into the age and phase where my heart longs for more than just that artificial love or that dating game..actually I have never wanted more....
I have always wanted my first BF to be my hubby...not only because I don’t wanna give my heart to a billion guys but mostly because I feel God has called me to a higher standard than dating...namely ENJOYING SINGELNESS...

Singnlessness IS NOT A CURSE BUT A BLESSING...

Often singles only think of the „negative“ sides of it...sure it’s frustrating to be alone for sooo long but singleness has soo much more to offer than that...

Above the fact that with being single you are master of only yourself and you have soo much quality time to grow educationally and on your self... you have all the time to build a vital relationship with Jesus Christ and that is the most important thing!

Don't see singleness as a curse...start as from today to see it as a blessing to:
- get further in your education
- SPIRITUAL GROWTH
- physical enhancement
- soooo much more

Stop seeing it as being single makes you a miserable person...see it as a blessing and as a gift from God to yourself to grow yourself to a much better person...you couldn't really have done with a BF/GF at your side....

ENJOY SINGLENESS!!!! ;)

Good Attitude...

A good attitude is an overall important thing in the life of everyone. In every single person life there are many times where you feel like you woke up with the wrong foot or even worse...it feels like nothing is going the way you expect it to be and everything is falling apart...Still in such situations it’s our DECISION to have a good attitude.

How many times did Jesus had the right to let go of His guards and be angry? How many times could Jesus wake up on a day and just be angry, disappointed, sad, lonely, etc?...but still He kept a good, in matter of fact, a STUNNING AMAZING ATTITUDE!!

We must strive to be like Him. To keep a great attitude even when it feels like everything is going wrong, when it feels like today is definitely not your day.

No matter what we must keep this in mind:

A good attitude is a decision and not an inevitable circumstance.

H&M Order

Gotta be excited...I am giving myself a special treat :D

I ordered 3 items via H&M Online Shop...

1. navy blue/white striped blazer


2. khaki green cardigan with old golden buttons


3. fancy tights


I am so excited...everything will get to me by end of next week...Can't wait :D <3<3<3

What matters most is how you see yourself...

Yesterday I was on FB and I couldn't believe what I saw...
There were 2 girls that were basically naked and they had that picture as profile picture!!! *total shock*

Call me old fashioned, call me a hill.billy, call me whatever but I feel like that is detrimental to women in our society today...

Let's start with the Question why girls, ladies, women see the need to get undressed and put it as their profile picture and the whole wide world can see that or just to be noticed?!

I believe ladies do that because really they don't have a healthy self-esteem or they see the need to be recognized by any means and by any cost...which goes back to self-esteem...

SELF-ESTEEM...a person's overall evaluation or appraisal of their own worth

Self-Esteem is an overall important thing...we need as humans to have a healthy self-esteem...sure our self-esteem is shaped by our environment and history but really it's also shaped by how you want people to see yourself...

A good and healthy self-esteem won't make you to get all naked and post the pictures on the internet where EVERYONE can see them...a good and healthy self-esteem will abide in Christ Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith...

In our society these days it's inevitable to see (half-)naked women on the bill-boards, newspapers, internet, EVERYWHERE...
I mean, poor guys that have to fight with temptations and lust on a daily basis...
To be honest, we ladies don't make it easy for them...

Society says: SEX sells...so everything that needs to be sold will be sold with sex...not immediate sex but with sensuality, sexuality and lust...naked women posing on cars, naked women on newspapers, nakedness EVERYWHERE...

Where do we draw the line?!



Sure the world is blinded by the enemy...he did a job on that one...but really is it necessary to be that way?!!

What is God's plan for us, ladies?!





God wants us to be holy and acceptable! - Romans 12:1

I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.

We don't need to get all naked to be acceptable before God...we need to be holy as God is holy(1. Peter 1:16)
We need to walk in perfect holiness...and live according to what God wants us to do...the bible is the perfect guide to it ;)

Girls, you don't need to get all undressed to show the world who you are...we need to be acceptable before God and then He will make us acceptable to others...

Now this thought came to my mind...maybe girls do that because they wanna be recognized by the opposite sex....if that is the case...it's all in vain and SHAMEFUL!!!

GIRLS YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT!!!!

Why lower yourself to a standard that is that of a "whore"" to be liked by someone...shouldn't guys like you for who you truly are and not by how well you can show your womanly attributes?!!

Shouldn't guys fall for you because of your awesome and stunning character and not how well you are blessed frontly and backly?!!!

If God intended guys to pick their mate after how they look like then he would have said it somewhere in His word!
Instead God sums up in Proverbs 31 what a beautiful woman is!!!

We must live after the concept of Proverbs 31...live after it, do it and exercise it always!!!

GIRLS, don't get all naughty and sexy to be seen by guys...at the end you will cry yourself to shame because you lowered your values for some horny and nasty idiots!!!

Keep your standard and values high and make sure to rest in God...Your heart should be soooo lost in God that a man needs to find God in order to find YOU!



Never ever think of lowering yourself for anyone...trust and wait upon God to being to you in perfect time the right one!
The right one will love you for who you are, he won't be bothered if you are slightly overweight(as if that really matters that much), don't look like those super artificial models....
HE WILL love you for your naturally and uniqueness...your character and your complement you are to him...

NEVER LOWER YOURSELF...YOU ARE A WOMAN OF GREAT VALUE...NO NEED TO DECREASE

HELLO FEAR

Gotta be excited!!! :D

I have the new album of Kirk Franklin "Hello Fear"....it's crazy but I am freaking out!! :D
Kirk Franklin is one of my favorite Gospel artist next to others but what makes him unique is his passion and his awareness of Christ...He speaks in his songs about topics that everyone deals on a daily basis and relates them to Christ being the only one that can bring us through...Crazy talent!!!

Just downloaded the new album and I am crazy excited to listen to it :D

LOVE - L.O.V.E - LOVE

LOVE - A word that comes & goes but few people really know what if means to really love somebody ~ Kirk Franklin Song "Love"

LOVE is a beautiful thing....Love is crazy yet so simple and ordinary, yet so extraordinary...it lets your heart race and be so high on adrenalin but also so in shock...like all your organs are failing you right away....

Love is GREAT...but most people do not understand the fact that love is not what we think that it is...most people say they are in love with someone right away the see that person...it's possible...but that is not true love...Love is growing and patience yet it's so referable to a seed planted...it grows very slowly but really 1. Corinthians 13 - LOVE chapter in the bible - says it's best....

Love is patient, it endures and envies not...It's a pure affection for someone....Love is unselfish and seeks for the best in someone else...

If you truly have felt love...you will understand my crazy talk...


LOVE...L....O....V....E.......LOVE...AMOR.....LIEBE...AFFECTION.....

Motherhood...

2 Days ago we celebrated Mother's Day - A day to remember and be thankful for a mother in our life.
I am more than thankful for a mother that loves me so much. She cares when no one care and is there for me. I must admit there were some VERY difficult years with my mother where I did not understand her at all, why she gave so many restrictions, orders and was angry but now, 20 years later I realize it's only the LOVE of a mother that cared.
It's ironic how love can be evident...Everyone defines Love as a affection and warmth...or associates Love with smiles, heart racing, kisses, sex, courting, hugging, intimacy,etc. but LOVE has another facet - Love can be also correcting and screaming sometimes...
Out of love people do crazy things...also mothers...i remember my mum yelling at me one day and not allowing me not to do specific things...I didn't understand back then but now I do - It was love that made her seem like the bad guy...

MOTHERHOOD - A precious and priceless gift of God

I am more than thankful for being a woman and someday(hopefully soon) I can myself expirience that wonderful gift of motherhood...
I can't imagine carrying a human being in myself for 9 months and bearing all the pain and train up that baby with my wonderful hubby to a GREAT and SUCCESSFUL person in future...

On Sunday we had 2 baby dedications - and really it made some deep emotions come to the surface...I so craved to be a mom myself...I am not for girls to be moms at 20...I am planning in about 4-5 years :D

There was also such a special and unique thing that happened: Stefan(son of GREAT Valentina)...He is such a blessing and miracle...that boy is indeed destined to GREATNESS!!! I believe that with my whole heart!!!!
It was soo touching and my heart was touched so deeply I cried and sobbed like a baby...it was sooo emotional for me...I felt for some minutes how a mother feels...deep care, love, tenderness, good vital pride for him....it was overwhelming...
Stefan is a boy that is not ashamed...He loves people and there was once a time while the service was about to start...like 30 seconds before service would start...with no hesitation went on the platform and shaked the hand of every person in the platform...TOUCHY!!! <3
2 days ago on mother's day shortly after Pastor Robinette started preaching Stefan out of the blue went on the platform and shaked the hand of Pastor...My heart was in tumult...It was such a wonderful feeling...then Pastor asked him what he can do for him..and pastor asked if he should pray for him...that little boy nodded his head...and pastor started praying...It was AMAZING...even writing now my eyes fill with tears...I cried and cried and couldn't pull myself together and went to the toilet and cried some more and prayed for him to be blessed and used for GREATNESS and SUCCESS...
After service I talked to his mama and she was proud beyond anything...she cried and I hugged her and told her she has some very special boys....

I can't wait for my own kids :D

See, God has blessed women with such deep emotions...emotions that can't be described and comprehended fully...WOW...God did a STUNNING job on that one...

Motherhood - a blessing far beyond anything....

Mothers give themselves for their kids..and are willing to give their lives for their breed...I can imagine God felt the same...
He didn't love us for who we were but for what we are....

Such a loving God...it's stunning what He is...He is mother and father...He loves like a mother and has the strength of a father...INCREDIBLE....that is not even a billionth digit of what God is!!

My prayer is that I will have 3-4 kids with a loving and caring husband...andwe will love them with everything we have....Kids are indeed a gift of God and I can't imagine my life without kids...
Can't wait to experience the gift of motherhood and for my mom too...grandmother hood :D

PRAISE GOD for that!!! :D

Completion vs. Complementing

I am reading currently a very GREAT book: "Lady in Waiting-Becoming God's Best while waiting for Mr. Right" from Jackie Kendrall & Debby Jones.(http://www.christianbook.com/waiting-becoming-while-right-expanded-edition/jackie-kendall/9780768423105/pd/423104) You can order the book over amazon, etc.)
Here a short description to it:
When you're single, waiting for Mr. Right can be one of the most difficult situations you face. With humor, honesty, and biblical truths, Jones and Kendall will help you fill the time by becoming the right woman while you wait for the right man. By studying the biblical character Ruth, you'll learn the characteristics that every woman of God should develop.(The expanded edition of the original best-seller includes a personal journal and study guide. - I recommend to buy the extended version)

Completion vs. Complementing...I am sure you are wondering what is it about? Well, reading the book I came to a passage where it talks about woman making that awful mistake thinking only a guy can fill their void they feel within themselves. Ladies feel incomplete and go from one relationship to another only looking for that guy that feels them with that special "IT" that makes them complete.....but really revelation came to me reading this book...As a woman feels that incompleteness so does a man feels it - though differently and not that intense like we emotional girls do ^^

The problem is we totally forget our creator and savior in that whole issue...we think we will feel complete with a guy at our side, kids, a job, a house,etc. but really those are things we enjoy having and give us the sense of having achieved something but on long term we will find ourselves still lacking something so vital and inevitable...

Guess what that is?! - It's JESUS CHRIST!!!

Jesus Christ came to this earth and died for our sins - like no one else did and will do - He payed the ultimate prize and showed his unconditional and ultimate token of love!
Knowing what He did for us, only using our common sense, lets us know that only through Him who gave His all for us who didn't even deserve it, we can find completion. Completion cannot come from someone that is sinful and that has come short of the glory of God(Romans 3:23) Completion can and WILL only come from the one that is perfect, blameless and the perfect atonement for mankind!

Seeing this it is more than reveling that only through Christ we can find completion in our lives. Only God can fill the void that we feel in us. At the other hand 98% of mankind feel the urgent need of an earthly bridegroom...and that need is reasonable and vital...I am no exception to that :D
But we must understand that a mate can only be a complement to us not a completion....to a certain degree our mate will be a completion to us but not in a spiritual and void-filling way --> Only GOD can/will do that!!!

You were NOT created to complete another, but to complement. Completion is Jesus' responsibility and complementing is a woman's privilege. A woman not complete in Jesus will be a drain on her husband. Such a woman will expect her husband to fill the gap only Jesus can fill! Only the single woman who understands this means of being complete in Jesus Christ is mature enough to be a helpmeet(complement) ~ Lady in Waiting

Girls must understand that we are of a helpmeet to our husbands...Here a quote from Matthew Henry that sums up the duty of a woman up so wonderfully:

"Eve was not taken out of Adam's head to top him, neither out of his feet to be trampled on by him, but out of his side to be equal with him, under his arm to be protected by him, and near his heart to be loved by him.”

If we start understanding this so vital principle we won't rush from one relationship to another to find that completion and drain our boyfriend or eventually our fiance/husband....

Have a daily relationship with God - Making Him your priority! Through that you will feel a completeness never felt before...Also: Trust in God to bring to you your perfect mate - your Mr. Right to whom you can and will be a complement...Our God in heaven won't forsake His kids if we ask for something - Matthew 7:7

We must exercise patience and diligence and total reliance on God! He sees our heart, our needs and wants - He will supply...it might take a while but every good thing needs some patience, right?!

Something BIG

I'm more than glad...I found out Mary Mary released a new album on the 23rd of March 2011...and now I got it too!! :D
It's a really cool album :D...Love it...especially "Catch me" <3<3<3

#gottalove it